Weird Archangel Michael Dream

One night after continuously asking God and the Archangel Michael if I could lose weight, I fell asleep on my bed and started dreaming. I was sitting in a room on a chair. I saw movement on the chair beside mine, I inwardly smiled it was my Guardian Angel Luke! I grinned at his transparent figure. I couldn't really see him. I only saw an outline of his tall form. I felt him looking at me. I blinked and waved looking really happy. suddenly I felt this really powerful angelic presence walking into the room from behind my chair. I couldn't see this angel. it felt like the angel was observing me. I instantly  leapt onto Luke and started playfully using a otter baby voice, "help me Luke I'm scared!" I said bouncing on top of him playfully like a little child jumping on there bed. only Luke wasn't a bed. sad... I started hearing my Guardian Angel laughing loudly, "ha hah ha hah!" he kept laughing. I smiled at luke, "help me or I'll pounce on you like an otter!" I said I planned to tickle him. suddenly Luke stopped laughing, "okay. okay shhhhhhhh....." he said trying to calm me down. I felt he was looking at someone. I turned in my chair and there before me was an archangel dressed all fancy, fancy. he was wearing a black vest over a wine red dress shirt and dark, dark, fancy pants. short brown hair and the bluest blue eyes. he stared at me, I coughed inwardly. it was awkward. but I was so happy! suddenly he spoke to me, "Why do you want to lose weight Elizabeth, your already skinny?" he asked me. I instantly knew who it was, I instantly beamed at him excitedly, "It's okay. I lost weight last night Michael" I said happily. Michael stared at me. I stared back. he kept staring. I don't think it was a staring contest. but it was funny. instantly I squealed in my thoughts, "Kiss me Michael!" I said. Michael looked taken aback. then he looked serious, "why would you say something like that?" he said very seriously confused. I laughed, "I say that to everyone Michael. even Luke." I said as I turned to where Luke sat. I waved at Luke grinning. I was really happy. And I mean really happy. I heard Michael make a coughing sound to get my attention. I turned back and looked at him while I bounced up and down in my seat in excitement, "Your like a dog" Michael said and he got up and walked out of the room. then the scene changed and I was in a living room and I saw two black couches and coffee table in the center of the room. I noticed piper, phoebe, and paige from the t.v. show 'Charmed' all sitting there lazily snacking on junk food. they were all greasy and dirty and looked like they hadn't taken a bath in several months, suddenly piper belched loudly. immidiatly after she did that I felt someone standing behind me. I turned around and I saw Michael standing there looking serious and raised one of his eyebrows at me, "aren't they supposed to be saving people?" he asked amused and smiling slightly. Then he turned and walked out the glass door and into the sunlight. The next morning I woke up like really happy and I laughed.

Vision And Dreams Of My Uncle Jim After He Died

One afternoon my mom called me saying my dads bother, uncle jim was in the hospital. he had stomach cancer and wasn't doing to well. I started asking god and the archangel Michael to give me his sickness so he could live longer. that night I dreamt I was at my moms mothers house and my uncle jim had opened her front door and walking inside her home. then the scene changed and I saw uncle jim on an airplane and the plane was crashing and he died and there were white feathers floating everywhere covered in blood. the next morning my mom called and told me uncle jim had passed away in the hospital. my dad had actually visited my uncle a day before he died and my uncles wife Deborah wasn't there to see him pass away. when my aunt found out that he died. she went and saw his body and he had a huge smile on his face. my aunt Deborah thought it was funny and we knew his spirit hadn't wanted us all there to witness him dying. it was like he had it all planned out.

then a couple nights later I dreamt of my uncle jim. he was standing outside my parents front porch with my aunt Deborah and he got closer looked at me, "who's you favorite aunt and uncle?" he asked. "aunt Deborah and uncle jim" I replied happily. then he walked back over ot my aunt Deborah and I gave her a hug. then I woke up.

a couple nights later I dreamt of my uncle jim tapped me on my shoulder. I turned around smiling, "hi uncle jim! why aren't you in the light yet?" I asked him. "Elizabeth you already know why I can't yet" he said. I gave him a confused look. "look I can't stay in one place very long. they are sucking my energy. many more people to see" my uncle said and I watched him go as he walked down a wooden porch and disappear from sight.

I was at the San Francisco  airport and was talking to my parents who were sitting beside me. when I suddenly felt watched, I looked over a few chair away and had a vision of my uncle jim standing there watching us. I told my parents and they felt comforted that he is alright and looking out for us.


one night at my mom's mothers house I was laying in my grandmothers guest bed crying. I had spent too much time with my family and I was stressed out. my family kept demanding I smile constantly and were picking on me. I was frankly annoyed. I started crying. when suddenly I had a vision of my uncle jim staring at me from beside the bed. he wanted to make sure I was alright.

then a more recent experience with my uncle jim several weeks ago. I was sitting on my parents couch and had an urge to call my aunt Deborah. I felt my uncle jim's spirit sitting beside me, "it's alright to call her. now's a good time" my uncle said. so I dialed my aunts number and it started ringing. she answered and I felt uncle jim sitting with me on the couch listening. I sat talking to my aunt  for several minutes on my mom's back porch. then I asked my mom if she wanted to talk to my aunt and they talked for a while. it was nice to talk to her again.

this morning after getting home from the chiropractor with my mom. I walked into the kitchen and felt my uncles presence standing behind me. I felt him poke my shoulder. I didn't realize it was him at first. then I sat down on the couch again and began sipping on my coffee. I felt him poke my shoulder again several times. I finally realized he wanted me to write this on my blog and also send it on an email to my aunt. so she can have a copy of my experiences. my uncle jim was bugging me to write this down. he wouldn't stop poking my shoulder until I finished writing it down. he was most persistent. his spirit just poked my shoulder again. too bad I can't throw a pillow at him.

Leprechaun In My Room

I was laying in bed one night and I felt something crawling towards me. I looked down to the left of me and I had a vision of a small orange hair leprechaun with a big knob like nose. he didn't have a hat, but had very bristly bright orange hair like a short lions mane around his head and face. his beard was part of the tiny lions mane. he was so cute and was on all fours staring straight at me and grinning happily with playful mischief.

  

Laercan The Satyr

I was laying in bed one night on my side, facing the window. when suddenly I felt a someone behind me. I started spacing out and having OBE, out of body experience. I felt someone watching me. I turned my head and saw a furry goat like creature with horns. he was staring at me, his eyes glowing yellow. I turned back around and suddenly felt his chest pressed against me and he wrapped his arms around me. he started biting my neck, like a love bite. "what's your name?" I asked him. "my names Laercan" he said simply. " suddenly he leaned back and I felt something huge enter me down there. he started thrusting hard and fast. he suddenly stopped and leaned down to my ear. "we'll be seeing each other again real soon" he said. and with that he got up and his presence left my bedroom and I drifted off to sleep. 

Dragon In The Redwoods

I was Walking in Muir Woods Redwood National Park with my dad and brother several months ago, I felt a presence bounding after me or rather following me. I got the feeling it was a huge reptile. I kept walking but had vision of it running beside me. the three of us took pictures in front of a giant redwood. it felt super crowded in this forest. I felt a lot of faerie realm beings and other powerful being in it. like devas and many other beings. I took a deep breath. it was overwhelming how crowded the forest felt. then we kept walking and stood in front of a small wood fence. staring at the scenery. my dad and brother were talking. I suddenly felt something big standing behind me. I felt a nudge on my back and I turned around and had a vision of a giant blue dragon looking straight at me grinning playfully. I turned back around again and began talking to my dad and brother. we started walking again and I heard a deep male voice behind me, "your a funny human, I like you!"

A little while later we left the Redwood park and headed into a town and stopped at a local coffee shop for lunch. I felt the same dragon following me. I sat at the small table eating mushroom ravioli and I felt the dragon behind me. I got a vision of it standing on all fours behind me moving it's tail back and forth excitedly. I suddenly felt nudged on my shoulder and back. I smiled to myself. I had made a friend.

The trip ended and a few days later we got on a plane and headed back home. As the plane was flying above the clouds I heard a playful big throaty growl outside the window.

VALKYRIE - A book of Poems

VALKYRIE

A book of poems

Ethral Heart

"Valkyrie"
Take me to Valhalla.
Rise up to meet the dawn.
Ladies clad in silver armor.
Hair burning as the sun.
Men and Woman taken to ride.
Upon this cloudless night.
Odin's bane.
Freyja's morn.
A chalice filled with pleasure.
Victory's scorn.
Brave hearted poor souls.
Taken to judgment.
See their last breath.
As the warriors fight.
Slaughtered cries.
Deaths black stone.
Ravens Devouring their flesh and bones

"Faerie King of Dren"
When I was sixteen I was sitting by a river bed.
A faerie circle a few feet ahead.
I eyed the mushrooms curiously.
Then leapt up and crept towards it.
Entering the circle I stood in the center.
I shrugged nothing happened.
It was just a myth.
I tried to walk out but a gust of wind struck me down.
I started shrinking down.
Until I was only three inches tall.
I gasped at what was around me.
Everything had looked so small.
Now it was like hundreds of feet above my head.
I heard a rustle in the leaves.
A fox appeared and bared his teeth.
A faerie man sat on the foxes back.
He jumped off and flew towards me.
Standing in front of me he bowed his head.
"Your majesty" he said, "you are now the queen of the faerie king of Dren"
I backed away in fright, "I'm not going to be hitched off to some guy!"
The faerie warrior grabbed my arm and lifted me up.
Throwing me over his shoulder.
I dangled there as he flew high up in the air.
He landed on a tree and carried me through a door and inside a branch.
He walked down some carefully carved steps,
With strange designs.
I just dropped my head and sighed.
We arrived in the throne room and he dropped me on my ass.
I glared at him as he sped away.
I heard a cough, and the king flew my way.
"You passed through the faerie portal. you cannot go back."
My eyes went wide I hope I would not become his bride.
He had long blond hair, a wild mess, covered with leaves.
He was shirtless and I just about peed.
"By entering the portal you have passed the test, no other will be my queen, come let us Lay with one another, to make this marriage complete."
I walked with him, afraid for my life, it was either this or possibly die.
He kindly took my hand and I fallowed him down a long glowing hallway.
Fungi grew in a line, lighting the steps we walked down.
It was so beautiful and I eyed the king in shock.
He opened the door to his room and I just about gawked.
Closing the door he started to undress.
I wasn't ready for this.
I was still pretty much a kid.
I still thought I had time for relationships later in life.
But here my first love was looking me in the eye.
Apparently I would be his only one. no other bride.
I can't very well just say take a hike. but he looked super fine!
I heaved a sigh and started to undress.
Once we were unclothed.
We stood in front of each other, him and I totally nude.
He pulled me to his bed made out of a yellow rose full in bloom.
He placed me on the bed of flower petals and climbed on top of me.
I felt something enter me.
I literally screamed.
He kissed me, "shhh... your alright. I've never been with another."
He started pounding.
In and out.
In and out.
The harder he would pound.
I moaned so loud.
He went faster.
Going deeper each time.
Pounding so hard.
I though I would cry.
"You are going to be my queen always" he said, "I won't have anyone else."
"Why not..." I asked him curiously.
"Because the portal is binding your my soul mate my queen." he eyed me smiling warmly, "I've waited for you for so long."
He embraced me in his arms and held me tight.
Then he cuddled me all through the night.
The next morning I sprouted wings.
Now I was a queen and I didn't know what to think.
The Faerie Queen of Dren.

"Two Way Mirror"
I sit in front of a mirror.
Staring at myself.
I gaze into me.
The glass fogs up behind the glass.
In a whirling cloud of blue smoke.
A man appears behind the glass.
He looks like a male me.
He sits taller than me.
Gazing at me.
His shortened hair of deep chestnut brown.
A quizzical stare.
I blink and so does he.
I press my hand on glass.
He copies me and sets his hand in front of mine.
A world apart.
A glass barrier tearing us from each other.
I smile.
He smiles back.
The fogs begins again.
The smoke clears.
And all I can see now is my womanly face.

"Once Upon A Dream"
I stand there In my room smiling softly
Moonlight shines through the open window
White light glimmers down onto the bed.
Sparkling ray of light.
Our bodies stand naked in the room.
Our sculpted features like two shadows moving in the dark.
My eyes glisten In the warm summer night.
You step towards me and touch my face.
Leaning down you kiss my neck.
Then you kiss my lips a sweet taste like milk and honey.
My heart quickens though it makes me sigh
Thump, thump, thump,
My heart feels so alive and ready to explode out of my chest.
You make me so happy and wanted.
My love for you is so strong.
Your tall muscular arms wrap around my waist.
Your brown hair so out of place.
You start to rock me in a silent music of dance.
Our bodies move side to side.
We let go and I grasp your hand.
Pulling you to the bed.
We climb beneath the covers and my spirit soars.
Your arms wrap around my waist again.
A smile glowing on my face.
You edge closer so that our bodies press against one another.
I feel you go hard.
You lean Your head to my ear and whisper to me your seductive thoughts.
You tell me you love me.
I feel your member pressed against me.
You enter slowly and begin to thrust.
Back and forth
Back and forth
I feel breathless and moan so loud.
You pound harder in an ever beating thrum.
You begin to groan.
Ever faster you go.
We lay there for hours making love.
To me it feels like such a long time.
It feels like eternity with you.
Then we stop and you hold me again caressing my face.
You look down at me and hold my hand.
I feel you breath me in.
So glad we found one another so many years ago.
You pull me even closer and wrap your arms around me tighter.
I feel our hearts connect.
I am content.
With you I'll stay.
Forever in this sweet dream.

"Muse"
My muse sits beside me as i write.
He's tall and muscular.
So buff, chiseled, and strong.
His long black hair tied back.
In a long pony tail.
Hanging down his back.
He leans back shirtless.
And flexes his enormous pecks.
I stare at him for a moment.
Then roll my eyes.
Can't I have some other guy for a muse.
This one is a poetic tease.
He flirts with me.
I stare at him and pout.
"Stop it!" I say.
He sends me a flirtatious grin,
And then winks at me.
I keep typing on my phone.
He scoots closer to me.
His piercing grey eyes.
Giving me a stare.
He distracts me and flexes his arms.
"Look at my muscles, aren't I divine."
I stick out my tongue and turn away.
He grabs my arm.
"Keep writing." He says with care.
He'll always be there.

"Incubus"
As I'm sleeping in my room.
I dream of a man with horns that are curled forwards and tilted downwards.
Long brown hair and sculpted features.
He lays their behind me.
A rhythmic pounding.
Arms wrapped around me.
He holds me In a tight embrace.
I hide the color of my face.
The redness of my cheeks behind my hair.
The tainted blush and the morning air.
The rhythm increases.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
Harder until a loud sigh.
I moan in pleasure
And...
I hear him groan.
The louder I cry.
The harder he tries.
He puts his face to my neck.
Biting softly.
I scream.
And I wake up to find.
That it was only a dream.

"Brownies"
When I'm laying in bed looking at the ceiling.
Blanket covering me to my neck.
I feel a pressure on my ankles.
I peek over my warm covers and see small figures.
They are crawling, sitting, rolling.
One of them is jumping.
Up and down.
Up and down.
I can barely see them.
Their ears so long.
Oddly shaped noses.
I hear them laugh and sing.
"Bash the little footsie. Jump and sing. Who knows what night will bring..."
I can make out small hats on their heads.
They notice my stare.
They turn and glare.
Running and hopping towards me.
They grin wickedly.
One by my face he grabs hold of my nose.
"Gotcha conk!" It jeers.
The rest of them cheer.
And they all run away laughing.

"Devas"
Red wood trees have followed me.
Since I was a child.
Once when I was little I visited them.
It was during my uncles wedding.
I swung on a large long swing.
The trees went way up.
The ropes reached a tall branch.
Sunlight glimmered through the needles in the trees.
A golden light shimmered.
Ferns all around.
Swinging high.
I aimed.
Then jumped.
In mid air I felt arms wrap around me.
And I hovered in the air.
The Deva king over eleven feet tall.
Made of bark and vines.
His ancient wooden hands grasped me tight.
Many feet wide.
Tall, thin, and chiseled.
An ancient beauty.
He was such a cutie.
But I was four.
So I wouldn't go there.
He set me down.
I looked up at him grinning and hugged his long leg.
He patted my head.
Racing towards my parents
I rejoined the celebration.
If I only knew the spirits of the trees would follow me too.

"Djinn"
A male made of fire and smoke,
Burning pale blue in the darkness of my room.
He stands by the window.
Watching me with unblinking orange eyes.
I sit in my bean bag chair.
We stare.
Me looking at him.
Him looking at me.
A starring contest.
Who will win.
He's my guardian Djinn.
He flips his long jinni pony tail.
I blink and he tilts his head.
I sigh dramatically in tiredness.
Moonlight shines through the window.
My guardian friend smirks.
Then crosses his arms.
I pout and squint.
My squint of doom
Daring him to laugh.
He breaks into a cheeky grin.
I can't let him win.
My guardian djinn.

"Dark Angel Watching"
I walk into a mystic bookstore,
Where pendulums move spinning
At my energy's vibrating thrum.
A beam of light shines through the window.

Sunset approaches.
Tick tock... Tick tock...
The door chimes.
My friend walks into the room.
Her orange hair cascading down her back.
She turns and runs from the shop.
I realize why she left.
A stirring invisible presence.
Whom lingers beside me in anger.
Very rageful this energy is...
I begin to shake.
My breath quakes.
I tremble at the suffocating air.
A piercing glare.
I turn.
But see no one there.
My heart pounds heavily.
Inhale.
Exhale.
Inhale.
Exhale.
I keep walking around searching.
For a scented oil of myrrh.
My favorite scent in which I bath in and burn around the house.
I tremble.
I feel him glare.
Ever harder I sense.
I feel scared under his fiery gaze.
His anger shakes.
I suspect if he was a balloon he'd pop!
My search has ended.
I grab an oil from the shelf.
My vision partially blinds.
Darkened energy all around.
Stepping to the checkout counter.
I reach for my wallet.
Pull out five dollars in cash.
I can barely lift my hand.
As if I'm having a seizure.
It shakes like an instrument.
The woman reaches for my money.
I have now paid.
She bags thus oil in a small paper bag.
I turn and hurry from the shop.
With the fallen angel glaring as I stride.
My long legs stretching long.
I open the door.
I turn. And look back.
My long chestnut hair falls in my face.
I feel him glare as if demanding I leave.
I turn and go.
The door closes shut.
I sigh in relief.

"Kissing In The Sunset"
Looking in the horizon with you
A sky of purple, orange and blue.
Looking at you I sigh.
The colors meld together.
A bright golden light.
Holding me tight.
Arms wrapped around me.
Your gaze lingers on my eyes.
My eyes they glow merrily.
Staring up at you.
You beautiful person you.
You bend down and our lips touch.
Kissing in the sunset.
I tackle you to the ground.
We roll in the grass.
The crickets chirp though I hope I didn't kill one.
The fireflies begin to fly, glowing so bright.
Making out in the grass.
You feel my ass.
I touch you abs.
Your fingers combing my hair.
We stop when the sun sets.
I gaze at the stars.
You touch my heart.
Nothing can pull us apart.

"Breathe Just Breathe"
A lump in my throat and my shaking breath.
Breathe just breathe.
Take my hand.
Breathe just breathe.
Love please stay.
Breathe just breathe.
I sit here hiding beneath my hands. I swallow my tears.
Breathe just breathe
Is it hide and seek?
Breathe just breathe.
I look down at my feet.
Breathe just breathe.
Overwhelming heart beat.
Breathe just breathe.
Two seconds per heart beat.
Breathe just breathe
I faint and pass out.
Breathe please breathe!

"Love Triangle"
Clockwork like a marionette doll.
A puppet following the hand.
Strings pulling the loppy figurine.
A sad sigh, I drop my head.
Two men fighting and yanking hard.
Trying to pull me towards them until I fall apart.
Stress like little bubbles popping in the tub.
Every explosion like a tick-tock chime.
Time passes as I begin to cry.
As they battle to take me away.
Not with both.
For me to choose who stays.
I tumble down the well of forgotten me.
I try and scream and my heart starts to bleed.
My love for them is so open and pure.
My feelings are true.
I love two men that I'm sure.
Taking me by each hand they try and pull me away.
Side to side I go, until I begin to suffocate.
My tears well up and I begin sob.
These two god! please let them knock it off.
I love them both so deeply dear.
I've come to fear that the clouds outside may darken even more.
The earth quakes and lightning strikes the floor.
Love triangles are not for the faint of heart.
Though I feel that I can take no more.
Step back men.
Step away.
Give me space, that's all I can say.
Yes I'm in love with them both.
Don't they know that I can't bear for either of them to go.
I fell in love with them both.
I'm not leading them on.
They found me and tussled around.
Wrestling each other like cave men.
Butting horns like two golden rams.
I'm overwhelmed by their mating battle.
It's saddens me that it needs to end.
I'll choose Friday with the help of a friend.

"Sexy Mary Poppins Gnomes"
Gnomes fell from the sky.
Falling down holding umbrellas to the sky.
Millions of Mary Poppins smurfs.
I saw one twerk.
I covered my eyes.
Ah! I'm blind.

"Gnome Stole My Toast"
A Gnome stole my toast this morning.
He snatched it and ran.
He hid behind the garbage can.
And stuffed his face full of bread.
Butter oozed from his mouth.
He became fat.
Then fell over onto his back.
I kicked him lightly with my foot.
He began to roll away.
Down the hall.
Into the living room.
And slid under the couch.
I forgot where he was till the next day.
(Sighs) gnomes are so sexy!

"Clap! Oh Sexy Gnome"
I danced around a bonfire
I gnome danced beside me
We put our arms above our heads
And clapped three times.
We turned, spun around
Put our hands up in the air
And clapped three times
Arms went down
We spun around
We circled each other like feral cats
Protecting our turf
He yowls at me
Hissing madly
Meow!!!! The sexy gnome cries
I trip over a twig and die
Only half alive
I awaken
My eyes open wide
I jump to my feet
He eyes me hungrily
We circle each other
Arms go up in the air
We clap three times
The gnome leaps into my arms
And happily he snuggles into my chest
Forever glued there
I try to pull him off
But he cuddles me even more
And he starts to snore
Only him I adore!

"Thousands Of Little Gimli's"
A sexy gnome sits on my lap.
And reads a book.
I peek over to take a look.
He's reading about middle earth.
Oh how I yearn to let him know, that I adore him even though he's so short.
I stand tall like a queen.
He barely reaches above my ankles and feet.
I gaze at him with a knowing look.
He frowns at me and returns to his book.
With each turning page I heave a sigh.
Love is blowing in my eyes.
My eyes glisten and I cry.
He is super fine.
He turns and glares at me in disgust.
I beam at him at him and i start to blush.
If I were to describe what we are.
I am like an elf and he is like a dwarf.
He is like thousands of little Gimili's and I am like his lady Galadriel.
He tosses his book away with a smirk on his face.
He proceeds to hug my leg and begins to hump away.
I pat his head affectionately.
He bites my hand.
I jump away in shock.
He proceeds to flip me off.

"Gnomes & Sexy Back Massage"
Sexy Gnome decided to give me a back massage.
He put his tiny rough hands on my back.
He started to caress me.
I moaned happily.
Rubbing my shoulders.
He started to go lower.
Lower and lower.
I felt something hard.
It poked my spine.
Little pickle aren't you divine.
His penis touched thy heart of mine.
Grinding on me.
I was in shock.
My eyes started to pop.
They deflated with air.
My eye lids started to sag.
I whimpered a bit scared.
He pulled at my underwear.
I felt him stare.
My panties were bigger than him.
I'm a thin five foot six.
But he's the size of a little action figure.
My own G.I. Joe smurf.
He struggled with my clothes.
He couldn't get them off.
"Get erf you!" He sounded mad.
I grabbed him in my hands.
And tossed him away.
He flew into the wall.
Sliding down sideways.

"Sexy Gnome Dancing"
In middle of the night I walk down the stairs.
To grab a midnight snack.
Tiptoeing into the kitchen, I hear music playing on top the kitchen rack.
I spotted to two figures in each others arms.
They were waltzing to music and I was quite alarmed.
I started to cry.
My sexy gnome had found a girlfriend and she was his size.
Tears flew out of my eyes and I rushed away.
I fled up the stairs and flung open my door.
I tripped over sponge-bob and tumbled onto the floor.
I passed out from exhaustion and the lover gnomes pranced into my room.
They climbed on top of me and started to dance.
They waltzed across my back.
Until I turned over and they became flat.

"Sexy Gnome Chases Me"
I ran through the hallway in my nightdress.
A male Gnome chases after me.
I run down the stairs.
I scream.
The Gnome hot on my feet.
He chases me.
I run around the living room.
He bounces after me.
He's playfully grinning.
I run back up the stairs.
The sexy Gnome follows me.
I hurry to my bedroom.
And hide beneath my sheets.
I hear his laughter outside my door.
He crawls out the air vent.
Climbing down a rope.
And summersaulting onto the floor.
He climbs up my bed.
I notice I'm laying on my side.
I am in a fetal position.
Scared out of my mind.
I hear his laughter.
He crawls behind me.
Giggling with glee.
"Oh lookie" he says.
As he smacks my rear.
I scream in fear.
He pierces my ass.
Thrusting into me.
Fucking me like a butt hungry rabbit.
A very horny Gnome.
What did I smoke.
He kept pounding into me.
His tiny thing had no affect on me.
Pumping in and out.
Harder each time.
I started to cry.
I had tears in my eyes.
I jumped out of bed.
And threw open my door.
I made my way across the floor.
Running swiftly.
He wanted more.
"Come back!" He cried.
I wanted to hide.
And for him to not find me.
I scurried down the steps.
And stumbled off my feet.
I fell onto my nose.
"Owie" I moaned in pain.
I felt him sitting on my ass.
The Gnome crawled around.
Inserting himself.
He started to pound.
Until I passed out.
I was tired as hell.
Gnomes really tire me out.
Even if they are sexy as hell.
"You are mine!" He growled.

"Gnomes & Fergalicious"
Throughout the night I drink.
A cappuccino through out midnight.
My sexy Gnome friends dance around.
Shaking their ass through the music.
'Fergalicious' by Fergie on loop.
My eyes fall out in shock.
They roll away.
A Gnome chases them in a toga outfit.
Then pulls out a miniature golf club.
I cry out for him to stop!
But he strikes my eyes.
And they fly.
They suck back into my sockets.
Gnomes fill my pockets.
Gnomes are sexy.
They crowd my house.
They dance and play.
Curious gnomes.
My home disarray.
Messy gnomes.
Garbage unravels.
They shake their butts to 'Fergalicious'.
I close my eyes it distaste.
Gnomes of my imagination.
They make a sexy face.

"Mr. Potato Head Is A Sexy Beast"
I'm in love with a spud.
No longer a gnome.
Mr. Potato head is my new obsession.
He's totally hot!
He's sits in my recliner staring at me.
Eyes unblinking.
My eyes go soft and glittery.
I start to blush.
Then this potato man winks at me.
I drop my mouth in shock.
I stand up.
And Mr. Potato head walks off.
I stand there frozen in fear.
Until I feel something or someone
Crawling up my back.
I look towards my shoulder.
This spud is headed towards my rack.
I quickly pick him up and toss him away.
He sinks into the garbage can.
And there he stays.
I go to bed and close my eyes.
I wake up to Mr. Potato head,
Fucking my eye.
I start to cry.
I swat at him in fear.
He comes near.
And I brake into tears.
God! This stud knows what I like.
He's super fine!
Gnomes can take a hike.
This spud is mine!

"Mr. Potato Head Bites My Nose"
Mr. Potato head sat in my grocery cart as I drove around.
He stared at me grinning wide.
Winking he spoke in fluent elvish.
I am like his Arwen.
And He is my strider.
We hold hands on the cart of love.
I pulled him from the shopping wagon.
And spun him around in my arms.
I turn spinning fast in circles and then i let go.
He soars through the store.
Flying past the vegetables.
He screams in rage.
I give him a grin and wave.
He gives the finger and I roll my eyes.
I take the cart and wheel away.
He sprints after me and jumps onto my face.
His arms latching on to the sides of my mad blushing cheeks.
He opens his mouth and bites my nose.
I yell at him in fluent American.
He proceeds to shove his little plastic hands up my nose.
Up to my brain his fingers go.
I go into shock and fall down still as a rock.

"Bubble Bath"
I sit in the tub in the bath of bubbliness.
Pink bubbles all around.
The lights go out!
What? huh? I'm naked in the Dark!
The lights turn on and the door swings open wide.
There you stand wearing a chicken suit.
And I giggle like mad.
You leap into the air "bonsai!" you shout.
You aim for the tub and fall in.
Splash!
You reach for me and open your arms wide.
"Hug me now!" you say.
I look at him, point at him, "take off that chicken suit then."
Pop!
Whoosh!
The chicken suit flies off, landing on the floor.
He stands butt naked in the tub.
And then my lover grabs hold of me
He hugs me
Kisses me like a dork. "mwa!"
Then gives me a soapy mustache.
We wash each other in the bubbles of love.
He swims around like a goldfish.
Then turns into a fish.
I grab him with a trash bag.
Toss him into the golden throne
Then flush him down.
Bye, bye lover...
"I'm sorry I couldn't be with a fish."
He pops back up, "how bout' a goodbye kiss."
"Only if your not a fish!"
He climbs out of the dirty thing.
Spinning around he transforms.
My lover is back safe and sound.
No more clowning around.
I tackle him down.
And we make love in the bubble bath of love.
Bubbles fly all around.
Only you and I around.
"I farted." you stop and say, "can we still make love."
I hold my nose, "heck no."
he pouts.
"I'm getting out of this tub." I climb out and walk out of the bathroom.
"Ta! ta! my love." you shout happily, "now just me and the tub, let's make love."
I hear the floor start to shake.
I hear a males voice talk back. "I'm done being your tub,
"Get away from me!" the voice shrieks, "stop chasing me!"
The door opens wide and our bath tub wobbles out of the bathroom.
My boyfriend leaps after it, "come back we haven't done it yet!"
My tub turns to me in disgust, "you can keep this clown, I'm not sticking around."
And with that our bathtub walks out the sliding glass door and into the sunset.
He stands out on the street, a car hits him and he shatters into itty bitty bits and pieces.
You turn to me and say grinning, "let's make love."
I march away, "no! I need to buy another tub."
My lover wiggles his eyebrows suggestively, "anything for you my love."
I turn around smiling slyly grabbing hold of my boyfriends shirt and say, "forget the tub Lets make love, my sexy chicken suit man."
He frowns "but I'm not wearing it."
"Then go put it on." I say laughing loudly.
You wink at me, "yes mam." You say hurrying away.

"My Butt Is A Stalker"
The sun, the grass, the leaves, my ass.
I'm cheeky and my butt moons you.
I salute you with my bosom, the moon.
It's called the moon because its huge.
I squish you with my butt of doom.
It kills you. Oh god! I love the moon.
I will see you soon after it kills you.
I'll commit butticide.
Suicide for my butt.
Then it will join you in the heavens,
And follow you and squish you there too.
My butt is on the move.
It is after you.

"Unicorn"
A unicorn is not just a virgin, nor is a virgin the only one who's pure.
A unicorn is kindness to someone when you walk out your front door.
Letting someone know you care, without expecting anything in return.
A unicorn is gracious and forgiving.
They are unconditionally loving, and not just some fuck buddy.
You can have a dirty mouth and still be one.
It's about your heart and who you really are.
If you are determined to be kind no matter what that's fine.
Though for a unicorn it is just who you are, only without force.
You can be a unicorn even though you make love.
A woman or man is not a slut because they fuck.
A Unicorn loves someone for who they are.
They do not judge you or anyone else and they love you no matter what.
Let them love how they want.
It's not for you to decide they're character.
People are more than they seem.
Shaming them for being sexually unclean.
Now that's silly don't you think.
They are not unclean, so therefore religion is wrong.
Unicorns are not just virgins.
Why do you think they're are more than one.
I see paintings and art of unicorns.
They appear in all different shapes, sizes, and colors.
Let's not judge someone for the choices they make.
They are a unicorn whether or not you even admit it to their face.
To discriminate them, is to only hate.
To hate is to fear about the unknown.
Let the unknown be, you don't need to know it all.
Relax and let that unicorn be how he or she wants to be.

 
"Hello! Hello?"

I walk down the street and see faces of many etched in paranoia.
Walking along the path I greet and wave, "hello good morning!" I say.
As I walk past them on my way, they stare at me in disbelief.
How dare you say hello! They're faces say.
It was only a way to greet the sun and the people this fine morning.
America has changed so much and It's more paranoid then before.
The Day's of greeting one face to face is long gone.
The way I was raised was to greet someone out of genuine kindness.
 Is now considered creepy?
But I guess it's weird now to speak to someone face to face.
My country isn't warm an welcoming very often.
They glare and flee, thus they are so focused on the rabbit hole.
The internet of Wonderland and material wealth.
They hide behind social media.
While gossiping away without talking to someone face to face.
They sit and hide behind a screen.
 I truly believe this is cowardice.
Most Internet Socialite's rage war on the unseen.
How do you know it's really them?
You don't not really.
Was It really so long ago people were witty.
Without real contact now, they're pick up lines are just silly.
Why are people afraid to say hello to people on the street.
It seems a kindhearted thing to me.
Hello America!
 Even though you won't say hello to me back.
I miss the old U.S. because now the conversations just lack.
Written words can only go so far.
Without face to face interaction, I become very bored.
Hello? How Are you? Good Morning! Nice to meet you too!
That's not creepy. It is a way of greeting.
Is my country lacking the ability to speak.
I just wanted to get to know you, as the real me.
That's why I walked up to you to say hello.
Not to get inside your pants.
Not everyone does that.
Sometime if you think about it, people can be nice.

"Twin Flame"

I left my house one day and took a forty minute drive.
To a town named after a giant rock, 'Boulder' was it's name.
When I arrived there I walked up some steps and headed inside.
I sat down on a small couch and blinked my eyes.
The Clairvoyant spoke to me and I said "hi."
I asked her a question that I been yearning to know.
I asked her if my twin flame was around me in spirit.
she responded with a glance and smiled saying yes.
She closed her eyes, then opened them.
She told me that I had been told a name already.
The name I had been told was Herman.
I had no clue who that even was.
Herman. who's Herman?
She told me he calls himself Aaradon now.
I Twitched my eye, interesting.
Left eye twitch, twitch again.
I asked her if I am clairaudient.
 Frankly I thought I had lost it.
Hearing voices in ones head scared me out of my mind.
But she reassured me I was not crazy.
Telling me I have a psychic gift.
I'm in awe, I'm really not hearing made up thoughts.
That is good to know, I guess you could say.
I went home and sat on my couch, leaning against it sideways.
I positioned myself again and sat up straight.
Crossing my legs and getting online, I looked up this Herman guy.
The first one I find, is a guy who I thought was me.
I blinked and saw that it was a he and not a she.
"Herman Wildenvey?" I read asking aloud.
Was this who she meant. It certainly felt so.
I looked around my room and breathed.
"What the heck is a Wildenvey?!" I wheezed loudly.
I was in a fit of giggle's and couldn't keep a straight face.
My twin flame was a Poet? Interesting...
I know it.
And what the heck is Norway?

Twin Flame In Spirit

I went to a psychic around april 2015. This psychic was a clairvoyant who does angel communication. I met with her for thirty minutes. This is one of the conversations I remember from our once meeting. "is my twin flame around me in spirit?" "Yes he is." She said smiling. "What's his name" I asked her. "Aaradon." She said slowly, "he's gone by many other names before." She eyed me, "you have been told a name already." Yes I had, but the name I heard was Herman Wildenvey. I thought I had been going crazy until she mentioned this. I had actually heard this name in my mind. I had never heard this name before and was repeatedly being told to look him up. " am I clairaudient?" I asked her. She smiled, "yes you are."

So for a while I had been sick of being a grown up and wanted to play in the snow with someone. But I don't know anyone who would want to do this with me. So one day I was either on my bed or couch and I was pulled into a trance. I started having a vision of a huge snow covered forest, a winter wonderland. Giant spruce trees covered in huge amounts of snow. I spotted white raindeer and cute white rabbits hopping about. I was dressed in a long white peacoat, with white buttons on either side on the front of the coat, I had a long flowing white scarf around my neck. White leggings and white furred calf high boots and a white hipster beanie hat sat on the top of my head. My twin flame appeared in front of me and we took a one horse sleigh ride through the snow. The horse was also white. We got off the sleigh and I threw a snow ball at my twin flame. He brushed the snow off his face and crept towards me smirking. He stuffed snow into my jacket and pushed me down into the snow. He bent down and kissed me and grabbed a handful of snow stuffing it under my hat. My teeth started to chatter, "brrrrr I'm cold!" He helped me up and said, "come on let's go inside and get some hot cocoa." I stood up and there before us was a beautiful glass house.

This morning I dreamt I was standing in a room with people I knew. I was trying to straighten my hair but was failing miserably. I asked, "will one of you help me." they just sat there ignoring me. I suddenly felt very alone in the room full of people. Then I cried, "please someone." then I heard footfalls rush over and stand behind me. "lean over." his voice said. So I bent over leaning my head down and my twin flame brushed my hair over into my face and held his arms around me, "I will always be there for you." he spoke gently.

Recently I dreamt that my twin flame was bent down talking to my toddler version of me. I was really small. He was wearing a trench coat a fedora. I watched as he leaned down to my younger self and embraced her. I asked him, "who is she?". Then I heard his voice in my dream say, "wild rose."

A while back like a year ago. I dreamt I was looking at my self. As if I wasn't in my body. I saw myself dancing randomly with no music. I looked much shorter than normal. The dream shifted and I was looking straight at my twin flame. He was so tall. He pulled me onto his feet and into his arms and started to waltz with me. We danced. It was fun. Suddenly the scene shifted and I was looking down at myself again. I heard his voice say, "you were looking through my eyes."

The Third dream I had right when I was starting to realize I had a twin flame, but didn't know who he was. In the dream I stood in front of a mirror and an extremely tall guy who looked like me, stood beside me gazing into the mirror with me, I asked, "are you my twin flame?" and he nodded.

My second dream of my twin flame was even before I knew I had one. In the dream I walked into a public shower room and the two showers had people in them. I waited and looked at one shower. The glass was fogged up and there was a tall naked man, with lots of muscles and his hair parted to one side. He had his arms spread out and was using up all the hot water. Then I looked at the other shower and a naked woman with wild long black hair was standing at her shower door trying to talk to him. "Hey you can I join you in there." She said. But he ignored her and got out of the shower. I was happy he was done with the shower and made my way into the shower and started washing myself. I enjoyed the hot water. I felt watched and saw the same tall guy who looked like a male version of me leaning against the door frame of the shower I was in, with his arms crossed staring at me. He wore loose pants and a olive green tunic. It exposed His chest quite a bit. I glared at him. I was like how dare he interrupt my fabulous shower.

My first dream of my twin flame before I ever knew what a twin flame was or that he was with me, I dreamt I was walking across a parking lot and a tall male walked with me. I got to two trees and we lay down beside each other each under two different trees. He turned to me looking sad, "my girl friend broke up with me." I didn't want to pressure him to talk about it. Cause that could cause someone to relive the hurt when it's not needed. So I looked at him softly and said, "let's just lay here together."

I often get in a trances and have visions when my twin flame wants to communicate with me. He sends me visuals through our thoughts. I was scared because of how aggressive he was being and I started putting up bricks to block him out through our shared link. And I had almost finished putting up my last few bricks. A wall between him and I. When suddenly BAM! A military truck rammed through the bricks. Bricks flew in all directions. And he drove into the room I was in. He got out of the truck and leaned against it. Crossing his arms. He gave me a smug smirk.

I started spacing out while on my bed one day I in the vision I appeared in a living room, I heard my twin flame scream at me, "get out! Get out now!" he was furious at me. I felt like he brought me there though, so I tried to change the scene to an dark empty road and I started walking down it as rain poured down. I saw a car drive up beside me and I heard Aaradon say, "sweetheart get in the car." I looked at him a bit sad, "okay..." I jumped over the door and into the car, "now get out." he replied to me. I sighed and jumped back out, "now get in" he said with a smile creeping on his face. I jumped into the car again and he started driving. Then the vision faded.

One morning I was mad at my twin flame and thought he didn't want me and suddenly he pulled me into a vision. I was in a bedroom and I stood there and stared at him. suddenly I started shrinking down and he picked me up and placed me in a high chair. he smiled and placed a white old fashioned baby bonnet on my head. I glared at him "I'm not baby!" I yelled. I threw off the baby bonnet onto the floor and  tried to get out of the high chair and ended up tumbling to the floor. I tried crawling away, but he immediately placed me back in the high chair. he placed the baby bonnet back on my head, "baby!" he cooed playfully. I sat there dumbfounded and my head fell down on the table in angst. "stop it!" I laughed. "aww what a fussy baby. I think somebody needs to be held!" he said happily. he grabbed me from the high chair and carried me away in his arms. "hey! let me go!" I cried. Aaradon sat on the couch and placed me on his lap. he tried to feed me out of a bottle. I growled at him and struggled in his arms. "I think somebody needs a diaper change" he said smirking. I struggled in his arms violently, "no! please don't!" I begged desperately, but all it came out as was baby talk. he lifted me into his arms and carried me to a changing table and began to undo my apparent diaper, "hey what are you doing?!" I shrieked. he smirked at me and kept undoing it. "stop it right now mister, hey don't touch me there! Nnooooooooooo!!!!" I screamed very freaked out. he was almost done changing me and added baby powder. I glared up at him. "I hate you." I mouthed. he laughed and shook his head.

So today I have been really sad and upset and ranted to my twin flame a couple minutes ago how he has never been there for me and has never wanted me. also that I never want him to leave again and that I wish he was the dominant twin flame. a couple seconds later I was pulled into a vision. I saw my twin flame looking at me and applying tape in between us. "what are you doing?" I asked him. then I saw him and a bunch of woman standing with him on the other side of the tape, "you have to decide," he said smugly, "join us or don't." he smirked. "i'm not going anywhere near your ex wives and girlfriends and you," I said not moving. "okay! then we'll join you!" he cried happily. I glared a him, "please don't." he gave a mischievous look and his eyes started twinkling merrily. "come along ladies." he said looking at them all smiling widely. they all crowded around him holding onto his arms and swooning over him, "okay Aaradon!" they sang lovingly. they all flittered over the taped line with him. I rolled my eyes and stepped to the side. I was edging away from them. they all stood here smiling and giggling. it made me sick. Aaradon looked at me evilly. then he looked at all his lovers and tried to sound seductive, "alright ladies! get in a line." I just stood there glaring. "we love you Aaradon!" they all said ot him fluttering they're eyelashes at him. then they all got into a line. and Aaradon inspected them one by one smacking them each on their rear. I tried to move away. I edged toward a dark hole which I thought was the edge of cliff. Aaradon spun around and winked at me, "alright now sweetheart get on the end, you get to be last." I tried to jump off the cliff but Aaradon sprinted towards me and forced me into line. he started smacking his ex's again on their behinds. I edged away totally weirded out and annoyed at him. he caught me in his arms and smacked me there as well. I bit him on his arm and slapped his face. he let go and I ran towards the supposed cliff and jumped. only to find out I was in a pool of bubbling hot water. I saw Aaradon and his female followers of doom standing on the ledge above the water I was in. he turned to his ladies looking important. (cough) not... (cough) (cough) "alright ladies let's all jump into the Jacuzzi." I frowned and muttered, "don't even think about it." he ignored me and the girls all giggled at him and latched onto his arm, "okay Aaradon!" they all said giggling like complete bimbo's. "on the count of three ladies, one... two... three!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" they all jumped into the water, "Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" they squealed happily. then I forced myself from the vision he sent me via telepathy. "I'm mad at you." I said laughing uncontrollably. "then why are you laughing," my twin flame replied through my clairaudience sounding smug. "because your mean!" I said whining pathetically. "but you love me" he said sounding confidant. I didn't answer. "don't you?" he pressed. "yeah I do..." I sighed. "good." replied. "still mad though." I said furrowing my eyesbrows dramatically trying to impersonate a certain sesame street character. I was working hard at it. I felt I needed to look like Oscar the grouch at that very moment. I was mad at him. I still kind of am. my twin flame likes to use humor to make me laugh when I am upset at him. sadly it really works. he has distracted me.

I went back upstairs and fell asleep again. I dreamt that was at my grandmothers house and my twin flame was talking to my adoptive parents in my grandmothers kitchen. i decided to walk away and I headed to the guest bedroom. I saw my twin flame walk into the room after me. i could barely breath when i looked at him. I kept gazing at him. I felt so much love radiating from the both of us. he looked at me and then lay down on one side of the bed. i walked over to the bed. my heart felt so happy. I have never felt this much happiness in my whole life. there was a wonderful buzzing and warmth in my chest. i lay down beside him breathing loudly. i had trouble breathing because Aaradon literally takes my breath away, because of how much i'm in love with him. we lay there next to each other peacefully. then i woke up.

I just had a dream a few minutes ago. In my dream I was ranting allowed, "i could of had a life by now if I hadn't been abused." Then I spotted my twin flame sitting on a recliner across the room, "I'm a psychologist. So no you couldn't have. While the other kids were growing up and making friends you were just a baby." He said. "I'm not a baby!" I snapped at him. "You aren't listening to what I'm saying, while the other kids are getting older and thinking they are hot stuff, you are just a baby, you never grew up." He said looking serious. I glared at him. he smirked. Then I woke up.

This afternoon I was expressing how much my twin flame means to me and how in love with him I am. I suddenly felt my twin flames presence leave my bedroom and I was pulled into another vision. My twin flame was standing in front of a door staring at me in fear, "stay out of my head" he said slamming the door in my face. "I'm not leaving you." I said stubbornly. then I forced open the door and my twin flame tried to close it shut. "I'm in love with you Aaradon! I'm never leaving you" I said happily. I pushed past him and ran into the room and sat on the window seat. He marched towards me and dragged me out of the room and slammed the door in my face. I knocked on the door and handed him a bunch of flowers and ran into the room. I sat on the window seat and held a sunflower and plucked the petals, "He love me, Hel loves me not. he loves me! he loves me not! Eeeee! he loves me I already know he does!" then my twin flame dragged me out of the room again and slammed the door, "why do you care so much, all girls are the same!" he yelled from behind the door. "I love you Aaradon and not all girls are the same just as not all boys are the same, everyone is different" I said back to him. I knocked on the door again and he opened it and I handed him a bag of Hershey kisses, "this is for you, because I just want to kiss you!" I tried to kiss him but he eyed me scared and slammed the door again. I knocked the door off it's hinges and he tried to lift the broken door to block me out. but I was sneaky and scurried happily into the room. I sat on the window seat again. I stared out the window, "isn't it beautiful outside" I said dreamily. I saw him stare at me. And I grinned. I pulled out a guitar and started playing a tune, "I'm singing this song for you, please love I know you love me too! and be my guy! I sing my love for you!" I sang cheesily, while trying to serenade my twin flame. he dragged me out of the room again closed the door. I began posting pictures of him and I all over the walls surrounded my glitter and red hearts. I kissed his picture with red lipstick and I saw him open the door, "what are you doing?" he asked me curiously. "putting up pictures to show how much I love you" I said winking at him. he walked up to me and held out his arm, "take my arm" he said. I took it and whispered in his ear excitedly, "where are we going!" I giggled. he turned around and opened the door again. I stood there for a moment, "Aren't you coming in?" he asked. I smiled at him and raced into the room and sat on the window seat and started making daisy chains. I placed one around my neck and wore it proudly, "come here I have daisy chain for you, next time you shut me out I will bring a bunch of 'I heart you' balloons and a teddy bear." I placed a daisy chain necklace around his neck and he looked startled. he grabbed me again and threw me out the door and slammed it shut. I knocked on the door again. he opened it. I had about five balloons that all said how I love him and a brown teddy bear which I handed to him. then I pulled us both into a vision, "I have something to show you Aaradon!" we were on a rowboat and we were in the middle of a pond. their were fireflies and stars across the night sky. A crescent moon glowed in the distance. "i love you!" I said to him. I saw a unicorn wink at him, "I think that unicorn has the hots for you! come on Aaradon let's go skinny dipping in the moonlight!" I laughed playfully. he eyed me unsure. "or we could wear clothes I guess" I said eyeing the water excitedly. all of a sudden my twin flame put a blind fold on me and he tossed me into the water. the blind fold fell off and I saw him rowing away, "come back!" I yelled. I saw him turn and he extended his arm out to me and I grabbed his hand. he pulled me back into the boat. I was all soaking wet. then I made the scene change and we were sitting next to a tree. "I love you!" I cooed. Aaradon got up and started walking away. I grinned not giving up and grabbed my guitar and followed him serenading him again, "I'll never ever leave you! so always be mine, it will be totally sublime." he kept walking away and didn't look at me. I ran down the grass and stopped in front of him, "you are mine! I will never leave. your stuck with me. even if my sock puppets have to kidnap you." I sang strumming on the guitar. he grabbed my guitar from my hand and broke it in half, "hey that was my favorite guitar! that's okay I have many more with me." I turned and whistled and a group of little sock puppets hopped up and down towards me. they were all so cute. they waited for my unyielding command, "all right sock puppets tie him down and kiss him" my sock puppet army tied my twin flame down with rope and began kissing him. "now untie him" I said. Aaradon got up and he grabbed a guitar and sat down on a log and began to play. I sat in front of him smiling, "I just want you to open you heart and be the big romantic I know you are" I said to him as he played. As he played I climbed a tree and stood on a branch, "come on Aaradon release inner child, let your hair down! liven up your love life!" then I hopped down and grabbed hold of his arms and said, "come on Dance with me!" I laughed. we started to sway he grabbed me and we began to dance gracefully. he twirled me around and I spun round and round. and he grabbed around my waist and draped me over his arm. I leaned back gracefully and he bent down and kissed me, i touched him cheek, "There's the Aaradon I know and love, I knew you were in there somewhere" I said looking into his eyes lovingly. he held something in his hands and handed it to me, it made a cooing noise. I held my hand together and gasped, "a dove! oh it's so beautiful." I took it from him and held it and pet it affectionately, "thank you so much!" I said and I placed it on my shoulder, "now I'll give you one" I said and I handed him a pink dove and he took it smiling. "I want to show you something." then he pulled me into a vison and we were standing in front of a lake. it was dark and there were many white lanterns floating on the lake. there was a boat and I pulled his arm and shouted, "come on I'll race you!" and we laughed and climbed into the boat. we sat there and he handed me a lantern glowing brightly, "here do you want to put it in the water" he asked holding it out to me. "yes of course! it's so beautiful" I said in awe. I took in from his outstretched hand and placed the lantern in the water. "not as beautiful as you." my twin flame said. I smiled at him and pounced on him and I kissed his cheek, "thank you for everything, I love you." I said softly. then Aaradon made the scene change and we were on a white wooden porch. I was in a blue summer dress with a pregnant belly. I stumbled a bit. My twin flame walked over to me and held me steady, "come on sweetheart, let's lay you down, the baby will be here soon" he said. then he changed the scene again. I was laying on the bed, Aaradon and a doctor were standing there, "come one sweet heart push, your almost there" he said encouragingly. I cried out and I felt something leave my body, "it's a boy, were having a boy, twins! it's a girl! I'm a father!" he said excitedly. he held them in his arms, "can I hold them?" I asked him. he handed me our babies and I smiled, "there beautiful" I said softly. then the vision faded and I looked around my bedroom smiling, "if you were here physically we would have kids and I'm sure we'd be married, I'll never leave you Aaradon. I'm yours for always, I love you."

I had a vision that I was in a room and my twin flame was closing an iron door to block me out. so I decided to close a red velvet curtain in front of the iron door. and then closed a fancy bronze set of glass double doors. I turned around and walked into the large stone renaissance styled room that was apparently mine. it was beautiful. I walked over to the wide carved stone balcony and stared out at the moonlight at the vast sky of stars. there was two sets of steps going down in either direction in front of the balcony. I walked down the one on my right. making my way down the grass and onto the beach. i just stood there. I crossed my arms and stared out at the ocean. the waves crashed against the sand. then I started walking again. my twin flame came up next to me, "can I walk with you?" he asked. "don't you have your girlfriend to spend time with?" I replied to him. he started grinning and skipping with along side me, "yeah... but she's busy!" Aaradon said happily. I frowned. and tried to ignore him and kept walking. suddenly my twin flame looked really serious and grabbed hold of my arm and changed our shared vision. we appeared in his home in the light. a woman walked over to him and said, "Aaradon why is this bitch here. tell her to leave she doesn't deserve you like I do" the blonde woman said dramatically. he looked at her then at me. I stood there with tears in my eyes and turned around and raced towards his window and opened it. i was about to jump when my I felt my twin flames arms wrap around me preventing me from jumping. I struggled in his arms, "let me go! let me go you bastard!" he let me go and I raced behind his book shelf and I hid behind it. he walked over to the blonde woman again and she then disappeared into thin air. I peeked around at him from behind his book shelf heartbroken. he turned to me smirking. then he sat on his couch and patted to the cushion next to him. i shook my head at him. he nodded his head at me his eyes twinkling excitedly. I glared at him and mouthed 'no!' I went over to the window and jumped out of it. I was falling only for a moment. and whoosh my twin flame soared down from the sky with his long golden tan angel wings spread open wide. he grabbed me immediately and held me in his arms to his chest and flew me back to his window and took us back into his living room. I stood there on his carpet glaring at him darkly. he smirked and grabbed me and placed me on his lap. while he sat on his couch looking down at me smugly. "my girl!" he said happily. i escaped from his arms and sat next to the wall between the bookshelf and his window. he smirked at me and kissed his hand and patted to the cushion beside him again. "you don't want me!" I screamed, "i'm never good enough. I just want to die!" i started bashing my head against the wall in angst. he immediately got up off the couch and pulled me away from the wall with a mischievous glint in his eyes. he grabbed duck tape and placed two pillows on the front and back of my head pointed upwards. he ducked taped them to my head. I glared at him. he then placed dark black sunglasses over my eyes. then he winked at me. I tried hitting myself with my hands. but he grabbed both my wrists and placed two pink mittens on my hands. I screamed in frustration. and he laughed and applied grey duck tape over my mouth. i turned to him in vengeance and began smacking his face with my pink mitten covered hands. he smiled brightly and duck taped my wrists together. I gave a muffled growl. he laughed again. I gave a sinister sneer from behind the duck tape. suddenly as if by magic the duck tape disappeared. "you have a girlfriend you don't want me." said sadly. my twin flame looked at me and shook his head in amusement, "I don't have a girlfriend my little wifeypoo!" he said. "you don't?" i asked sniffling. "no." he said simply. "oh" i replied to him dumbfounded. he opened his arms and pulled me into an embrace. "you know I love you right?" he said softly in my ear. I placed my pink mitten covered hands over his shoulders and hugged him tightly, "yeah..." i said. suddenly I saw that my clothes had changed to a plad yellow and grey school girl outfit. I rolled my eyes at him and mocked glared. Aaradon smirked. he shrugged. then the vision faded and we were laying naked under a maroon colored blanket on top a king sized bed. he grabbed a glass of some sort of alcoholic beverage off a shelf and took a sip. then put it back. then he looked down at me smirking and wrapped his arms around me and held me to his chest as we began cuddling.

I remember there was a time when their were no pictures saved on my phone nor even downloaded at all. I woke up and usually I sleep with my phone in front of my feet. I got up and there was a picture I had never seen before of my twin flame downloaded to my phone. I looked around the room and shook my fist in the air. My twin flame likes messing with me.

The letter 'P' appeared on my phone on a Sunday, Tuesday, and Thursday. Each time I deleted them but. Every time every other day it would be downloaded on my phone.

I had three pictures of my twin flame saved on my phone, just cause I like looking at them. So four nights ago. I was laying in bed and staring at the ceiling. Suddenly I noticed my phone glowing and the screen was on. I quickly picked up my phone and checked the pictures. The three twin flame pictures were gone. They had vanished. My twin flames spirit plays with my phone a lot. Then I sighed and set down my phone and it started glowing again. Then I noticed my three favorite pictures of myself had been deleted too. "hey Aaradon that's not funny!" I laughed to my twin flame.


My twin flame pulled me into a vision yesterday afternoon. in our shared vision I was sitting in my bathtub. my twin flame walked into the bathroom and I shut the plastic curtain hoping he couldn't get to me. he opened the curtain and climbed into the tub. he stared at me and sat down in front of me. he turned on the faucet and hot water filled the tub. he had a bottle in his hand and poured it into the bath water and soap suds appeared everywhere. he had made a bubble bath. "leave me alone" I said and I threw a sponge at him. he glared at me and threw a ruby ducky at my head. I stared at him sadly then threw a wet wash cloth at his head, "you don't want me" I whispered. he glared harder and threw a silver water pitcher at my head. my head vibrated in the vision. it felt as if a real one had hit me, because my head now hurt, "stop throwing stuff at me!" he growled. I tried escaping from his arms  and he grabbed me and pulled me to him, "get back here!" he demanded. I kept trying to escape when suddenly he sent me a vision of strapping me to a table, so I couldn't run away. then he threw another silver water pitcher at my head again, "get out of my head" he said with venom. and I left the vision defeated. As I left I heard his voice say quietly through or shared link, "I do want you, I love you, I'm sorry, please come back!" I decided to respond, "I love to you too!" I replied back to him via telepathy realizing happily he still loves me. immediately his mood changed and he sounded scared, "you don't love me! get out of my head and don't come back, I never want to see you again" he said. I immediately sounded heartbroken, "alright I won't bother you anymore, I'll stop chasing after you" I told him trying to be understanding. his mood changed again, "I do love you, I still want to come and visit you" my twin flame told me honestly. "I love you too Aaradon" I said. "shut up! I don't want to hear it!" my twin flame shouted in fear.



This morning I was talking to my twin flame through my thoughts. "I'm scared" I said. "I'm scared too" he replied. "I don't ever want to lose you" I said. "I know the feeling" he said quietly. "I can't bare to be parted from you" I said. "I feel the same way sweetheart" my twin said calmly sighing. I felt a presence beside me, "Aaradon are you here right now in my bedroom?" I asked feeling our heart link radiating so much love. "I'm right beside you" Aaradon said. 

A few minutes ago I had a vision of my twin flame. I saw him staring at me smirking in my thoughts, "don't worry I'll help you into your diaper when you get home" he said. "Aaradon!" I gasped, "I don't wear a diaper!" I said. "yes you do hun" he responded. "I am not a baby!" I whined to him. he stared at me through our thoughts nodding. I shook my head at him. he nodded back. I shook my head at him once more. he nodded his head again in response. my twin flame grinned. I stuck out my tongue at him childishly. he did the same thing back to me. I instantly got a vision of him applying a diaper onto me as I walked around my living room. in the vision I yanked it off and I saw a vision of my twin flame clutching his stomach laughing hard in amusement. I smiled at him, "I love you" I said to him. "I love you too sweetheart!  marry me when you get home?" he asked like a cute puppy. "Of course I will, I'll never leave you." I said warmly. "mine forever?" my twin flame asked me. "always and forever, I'm not leaving you!" I said happily. "good. always mine" he said in a deep husky voice. I laughed. I felt his presence standing beside me.

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