Higher Self Scared

So perverted male presences in the nonphysical around me caused me to make my higher self leave my body out of fear and I appeared in heaven last night. i was still in my body but my eyes were glazed over. A male presence came up to me and smacked my butt playfully. I think it was my twin flame. then i screamed and ran away down the white street, flipping out. i went ballistic. Michael and Raphael and Ariel appeared and tried to calm me down, "Elizabeth calm down it's all right" Raphael said. "no it's not, it never will be" I said crying. Michael came up and tried hugging me. but I pulled away from his arms and flew on top a roof top and walked across the roof of someone's home, "Elizabeth get off they're roof" Raphael's voice said. I flew off the roof my wings expanded and soared down to the road again. I started running again and screaming my head off. "Elizabeth please calm down" Raphael said pleading for me to stop. michael grabbed hold of me and hugged me, "Michael i can't handle this, help her" Raphael said. I pulled out of Michael's arms and fell to the ground hiding behind my wings sobbing. "I've never had a real friend" I said sadly. "Elizabeth I'll be your best friend" michael said. "really?" i asked crying. "yes really Elizabeth" michael said and he pulled me into a hug again. "No one will protect me, they keep touching me and I don't want to hurt my twin flame" I said sniffling. "I'm sorry but it's out of our control and Elizabeth you don't have to be with your twin flame. you'll find somebody who will make you happy" michael said. "I don't have to be with him really?" i asked him. "really Elizabeth" he said nodding smiling softly with care. "he won't protect me michael, my twin flame won't protect me" i said him. "I know and Elizabeth you'll find somebody better who will treat you right" michael said gently. "I'm scared" i squeaked out. "Elizabeth please return to your body, it will be alright, you will heal elizabeth" michael said. "I don't believe that i will heal with them around, but okay i'll go back" i said and with a flash my higher self was back in my physical form. I hid under my covers the rest of the night, hiding from the world. i soon fell asleep and in the morning i walked down stairs and sat on the couch. i felt Michael's presence appear in my home and i felt him watching me. i got dressed in the bathroom and walked upstairs to my extra bedroom and looked in the fully sized mirror sadly. i felt michael standing behind me and i looked away from the mirror sighing miserably and walked down stairs to begin my day.

Sanat Kumara

Sanat Kumara

Recently about two or three day's ago I was in a grocery store called sprouts and I was shopping for things with my mom. We got to the fruit section and a man appeared staring at the fruit. He looked older. But I noticed something was little off. He didn't feel like a regular human energy. My mom tried to reach for a box of blackberries that were beside him. She couldn't reach them. He handed her the box she wanted and then bowed to her doing a prayer pose. Then my mom thanked him and we walked away. He stood there for a moment staring at us. It wasn't in a creepy way. He was just observing. Then he walked away several feet and disappeared into thin air. Like he literally disappeared where he was standing. I wasn't too shocked because my guardian angels have appeared to me before. He didn't even work at the store and he vanished right there in front of me. I got this gut feeling to look up ascended masters online. so I looked them up and I found an image of the same guy from the store. He looked exactly like him.

Later on in the week I felt the same presence from the store in my own home. I felt him Sanat Kumara in my living room and bedroom. I felt his presence following me around in my condo.

I've felt his presence around me several more times after that.

Fun

fun is going on adventures.

fun is love.

fun is playfulness.

fun is being a total romantic.

fun is embracing universal friendship and oneness.

fun is letting yourself have a sense of humor.

fun is embracing lightheartedness.

fun is the confidence to just be your self.  

fun is just being silly.

fun is not caring what others think of you, they are not you.

fun is embracing togetherness.

fun is helping others get out of there shells and not judging them along the way.

fun is a fully open heart.

Visions And Dreams Of Amma

Near Christmas 2015 I started having visions of an Indian woman with a mark In between her eyebrows. I would just gaze in to space and start seeing a flash of this womans face. I remember during the winter holiday's, I was sitting in bed and I had a vision of a woman staring at me through my vision, she was dressed in deep green. she gazed at me and I gazed back.

I started getting dreams and a lot of visions of this womans face. I had no idea who she was at the time.

In one Dream, I was going with my father on a trip to India, which at the time I didn't know why I would even such dream of India. my dad and me in the dream were on a plane and then we landed in India. we arrived at our hotel and my dad said to me, "Go to the center of the city, I have a few phone calls and work meetings, enjoy yourself." I eyed him unsure. then the dream changed and I was standing in the some open city square. there was a woman standing there with a long braid, she stared at me and I stared at her. I heard the word Guru and then I woke up. now at the time I had no idea what a guru was and I had never seen this woman in my life. I felt an instant reconiztation like I knew her from somewhere. but nothing came to mind.

I started coming up with names to call myself, "Amma, no... Amie' no, Amy... Ammee! that's it Ammee!" I started using Ammee as a username for a while. I had no idea that somewhere on the otherside of the planet there was a woman named after something that popped in my mind.

I kept seeing visions of this woman. I didn't think much of it. I thought 'cool a spirit woman from india is looking at me!' then I would soon forget about it. I didn't really pay much mind that a presence was staring at me through my minds eye and sending me dreams.

One dream I had was of a little girl with a long braid and was dressed in a deep green. she smiled at me and said she was trying to heal my trauma in my brain. and she did this hand movement and I got scared. I didn't even let her finish. I actually wrote this dream experience of her on another Blog post here called, 'Ascended Masters Visiting.'

I still didn't understand why this person was visiting my dreams and sending me constant visions. she was changing her age quite a lot.

Then one afternoon I was sitting in Melody's office. Melody as I've written on several blog posts is an intuitive energy healer, who has visions, does heart chakra healing, and Cranial Sacral Therapy, which is an energy healing she sends through the top of the head to heal and balance the energies within the mind, body and spirit. Melody was talking about an Ascended Master here on earth presently, she told me her name, Ammachi? I think she said. but I was barely paying attention and I soon forgot about it. Melody and several other psychic woman have told me excitedly that I'm an Ascended Master presence here on earth and that the other is Amma. More than one psychic I have met with has predicted this. which surely this isn't just coincidence. but like I said I have been simply forgetting about this all for sometime now. A part of me just didn't want to eccept that this miraculous experience of the spirit was happening within me. I did the same thing at first when yogananda's spiritual presence started sending me visions and sending me dreams. I explain my experiences with yogananda on the blog post I just told you about, 'Ascended Masters Visiting.' he has been a strong presence in my life since I was very little. I only found out about him recently around Autumn 2015, I don't clearly remember which month, but according to Melody his spirit has been with me from a young age guiding me.

A couple day's ago I met with a friend who then repeated Amma's name to me, "have you heard of Ammachi?" she asked me. I told her "no, I haven't" because at the time she mentioned this I had already forgotten about her name being told to me several times before. "Amma's a strong female presence on this planet right now, why don't you look her up" my friend pressed. "Okay I will!" I said excitedly. I was excited because there was someone else here in a physical embodiement that is going through a similar thing as me. I sat there beside my friend and searched Amma on my laptop computer. I instantly was shocked and realized this was the same woman from my visions and dreams. I smiled and laughed. I started telling my friend that was sitting with me, "This is the same woman I've had dreams and visions about!" We both laughed and my friend smiled, "Your both sisters on this planet together. I feel yogananda and Amma are both strong presences here with you In this life." she said. My friend has similar gifts as Melody. They both get visions and sense things.

Death Letter For Someday

What I want At My Funeral

I want my family to have a picture of a sock puppet right beside a  picture of me. this sock puppet is my lover! (wink)

Please use the picture of the sock puppet below. as I have grown very fond of this picture. and I have dubbed the sock puppet Herman. (laughs evilly)

I want you to hold the wake or funeral of me in some redwood national park. you choose which one. it's very important that you do this, because I'm very fond those trees. there's just something magical and mystical about them. just not as magical as a sock puppet! if you didn't know already I have a obsession with sock puppets (giggles like little girl) 

I want you to use this picture of me that is below to remember  me by as my funeral and wake...

Or you can use this picture below. though I don't think you'd want to use this next picture I'm about to show (laughs)

personally I think it reminds me of my baby self and my mom Roxanne and My dad David. Wasn't I a cute baby as Elmo? (grins widely) let me have my delusions family!!!! I can be Elmo if I want to be.

I want you all to arrive wearing sunglasses and clothes that are green. I want my family to represent the vampire leprechauns. also dad can you get a large bag of fake plastic Halloween vampire fangs to make everyone wear. dad you get to be the leader of our vampire leprechaun coven. since you know the red hair and the beard really make it something believable. my little leprechaun daddy wadddykins! daddy the leprechauney. who's a good little leprechaun? you are!!!!

Sorry for torturing you family with making you dress this way. but... I thought it'd make the funeral fun so you didn't have to focus on the sadness of my death and just focus on being a leprechaun of the undead!!!

If you don't want to wear green or the sun glasses. then fine! come as your self. but know that I have my eyes on you in spirit very close by (mischievious glint in eyes)

So yes the theme is Vampire Leprechauns. wear at least one thing that is green and a pair of dark sunglasses.

movie to watch when you want to think of me.

Peter Pan - (2003 Version)

I'm a lot like Wendy in so many way's!

LETTER TO FRIENDS AND FAMILY

This Is your Daughter, your Sister, Your family, And Your Friend and yes If Your reading this then yes I have Died. I knew I was going to die Early. It was just a feeling I've had for quite sometime. It was my time to part from this beautiful and exciting world. I have come to care for you all during my time here on earth. remember me how I was not a pile of ashes or a rotting corpse. I probably stink of death now, but I guess that is what happens when you die. you can hold your nose if you want. I do stink and I always have. I'm a stinky girl! anyway besides that I wanted to say that please do not apply crazy glue inside my eye sockets and place marbles where my eyes are supposed to go. I don't want to be blind. I mean I guess you can... uh hum... no blind lizzie! no blind! I'm scared of the dark and being in this urn or casket. it's very suffocating in here. well with my claustrophobia kicking in and all. okay. okay i'm joking. if you really want to know where I am, I'm not in my ashes or my corpse. my body is light and energy and I am having the time of my life in heaven. I want you to imagine me in a little bow-peep outfit and a sheperds staff. I'm prabably herding a bunch of adorable magical sock puppets as you read this now. yes I have a sock puppet obsession. It's no weirder than being obsessed with you comfy pillow when you go to bed at night. okay enough of this tanget. I'm obviously bored and wanted to amuse myself when I wrote this. so blahdy blah you have to deal with that. so there.

I havn't foregotten about you, but obviously my sock puppet companions need me more attention. sorry I'm joking. SIGHS...okay time to be a little more serious.

I've spent my life in your family and for that I am grateful that you have all accepted me into your amazing wonderful lives. Today's my 111th birthday. Eeeee! Elizabeth happy flipping birthday! right on lizzie! lizzie bear! It's been and excellent adventure to live amonst such excellent and admirable hobbits. I don't know half of you as well as I would like. and I like less then half of you as well as you deserve. I am very pleased to announce this is the end. I am going now, and I wish you all a very fond farewell. goodbye.

joking! god! I keep joking. wow! I must of been bored or drank to much coffee when I wrote this. 

If you didn't ketch my hobbit reference.  I Stole that from the Lord of the Rings Movies. the fellowship of the ring. 

anywhooooooo..... I think your all great! If there's an awkward silence during the reading of my letter to you all. I hope it wasn't too quiet I hope there was one person making at least an awkward cough.

Okay. so I would like to say that I've been working on something for a while that's really been important to me. it's what I came into this life to do. and no dad! it was not to mooch off you and mom to get free coffee! even though I do tend to do that a lot. GASP! Eegads! walla Walla Bing Bang! you were all good to me. I'm fine just fine! lalala!

no but in all seriousness. I've been working on various. writings like my blog and my youtube account. please mom and dad never delete them. or I with get a feather duster and tickle you with it. On Guard! I will fight you will my sense of  weird humor! we shall all someday fight with pool noodles! rawr!

Let's now all bow our heads and contemplate the rubber ducky song.

I love you all with all my heart. and let's not forget the song, happy together by 'the turtles'.  we are so happy together! yes! you and I, yes... my love! you and me! yes... I can feel our  love beat as one. I don't have to pee anymore! YAY!!!!!! I can feel our our hearts beat two. yes my lovely's it is true! I love all of you! turn  to the person sitting beside you and tap there nose with one finger and say... BOOP!

a lesson I would like to share is to not take life to sersiously and have fun and enjoy life while your still alive till the very end.

Embrace your inner child, play, frolick, let your hair down, liven up your love life, be spontaneous, remember to eat collaflower and most importantly I want you all to be happy with who you are. you are all so beautiful. live and let live. don't put each other and others on this beautiful earth down. be nice. let all your self conscious fears go. we are all one.

Namaste

Blessings and all my unconditional love

My YouTube Channel

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Mermaids and Merman

Over the past several years I've had dreams and visions of Mermaids and Mermen. I didn't think anything of it until lately I started feeling pushed to write my experiences. I hadn't even realized that they were in fact around me until today.

I remember having a dream where I saw a merman with a long beautiful teal colored tail and he was swimming around in the ocean. I was just watching him. then the scene in the dream changed and I found myself in a cluttered living room. there was the same merman in my home, except his tail was gone. he stood on two legs and was absolutely butt naked.  how I would describe him is he was blonde and had his long hair was tied up in about five hair balls on top of his head, kind of of in a crown shape. he was really outgoing and bubbly. he looked at me with a cute flirtatious smile and then I woke up.

This next dream I had was of long haired mermaids swimming through the ocean as the sun glimmered down through different parts of the water, they had long tails of different colors. there were four mermaids in this dream, they're tails were of pink, magenta, light blue, and then just regular blue in color. they had flawless features.

 I remember once I had dreamt of these same mermaids again and that I was a mermaid too and I swam along with them. in my dream my tail was a deep gold color, with light golden tan fins. and I looked younger like seventeen, with a long slender frame. my hair was straight and a very long light mousey brown colored.

Recently I watched a video of an incarnated mermaid singing and I immediately had a vision of several mer folk swimming in mid air though my doorway into my living room. I still feel their presences here watching me. I feel shy right now and I feel them gazing at me. I felt guided share my experiences, because for the past couple days I have felt them all swarming around me in the nonphysical.

Twin Flame In Spirit 2

So I was walking around inside my home, I paused and looked in the mirror. I looked filthy. I'd been too busy to shower for a couple days. my hair was oily and shiny. I was an total  grease ball. Anyway I looked in the mirror inspecting my dirty appearance, "I'm a stinky girl" I said grinning at my reflection. then my eyes suddenly glazed over and I started spacing out. I was pulled into a vision. I saw my twin flame standing in front of me and he waved his hand in front of his nose letting me know know he agrees. "I love you Aaradon" I cooed in all my dirtiness. instantly he put on a green gas mask over his face and he started breathing loudly. "That's not funny Aaradon!" I laughed, "take off that gas mask!" I said to him. he shook his head at me. "I don't smell that bad do I?" I asked sounding sad. he then nodded from still wearing it. I looked crestfallen.  he then took off the gas mask and smirked at me, "take a shower sweetheart!" he waved his hand in front of his nose again and then stopped and smiled at me playfully.

Archangel Sophia Is My Nanny

According to a psychic in boulder Colorado, the Archangel of love Sophia is my nanny. I've noticed that I have a swarm of angels of love around me. because guy's seem to flock to me and I can't even do anything about it. Sophia is being playful and is sending me tons of admirers. I am literally showered with love. last night I was asking Sophia for lots of romance and I was being melodramatic and silly. I know for a fact she sent me my soulmate Thomas and my twin flame Aaradon in spirit. but also they're are guys here on earth physically that literally start blabbing away to me and flirting. I find it so endearing and cute. I'm in love with love. I started ranting last night for angels to appear to me and tell me what I'm supposed to do with my love life. I was getting really frustrated. I wanted romance so badly. I was being really silly and passionately dorky. and then after eating sesame shimp and crispy duck in my dark living room that was lit with many candles. I walked upstairs and lay on my bed. I started complaining that I wanted romance and if Sophia wouldn't send me love I would be forever depressed. then suddenly I felt a angelic presence whisper in my ear, "Sophia's laughing at you." I instantly saw a glow of light in front of my closet and I saw a beautiful female angel standing in front of my closet smiling widely at me in amusement. It was Sophia. I saw her laughing. "I love you Sophia!" I said happily. I giggled like a school girl. then she disappeared from sight.

You can ask Sophia and the Angels of love for romance. they'd be happy to help you find the love you want and need with all your heart. all you have to do is say, "please help me." Be as descriptive about your romantic fantasies as you want.

Angels of love use cords to link both you and someone together. they're usually the ones who helped you fall in love with others in your life and them with you. sometimes you get in bad relationships and because sometimes we never ask for what we want out of love in full detail. be as detailed as you want with the angels of love. the more detailed about your needs and wants in a relationships, it will be easier for them to find the right guy or girl for you and more. like the kind of person who will spend as long as you desire with them and will be fully compatible with you. sometimes either us or the person were with cut the cords that linked us to the one we were guided to love by these wonderful angels and then the relationships fall out of place. maybe it wasn't meant to be. maybe ask the angels to surprise you with a guy or girl who is everything you wanted in your love life. such as features, looks, personality, likes, dislikes, hair color, body shape, sexuality preference, eye color, and any detail you want to add.

Write a list of every detail of your ideal mate and read it to out loud to Sophia when you are alone and ask her to please help you.  You can always look at it afterwards in case you'd like to add something new or erase off something you're no longer looking for.

- Elizabeth